But once you start thinking of how you can spend your days and nights with them, what their laugh would sound like in the silence of your thoughts, the way your head might rest on their shoulder perfectly, the way their hair would look in the morning with tangled bed sheets, the way their hand would fit in yours, the way they may like a song, the way their smile would be a reason for you to wake up, and how you want to get to know every bit of their soul - it makes you realize how much you want to have them in your life, and how much you are really screwed.
I think of how nice it would be, to get to know every little bit of you. (via dollpoetry)
I believe that true love and fate are intrinsically intertwined. Sometimes, the person that you are truly meant to fall in love with will come into your life in the strangest, most unexpected way. Your true love may shock you. You may find yourself discounting your feelings based solely on your inability to see how it could possibly work. “We are too different,” “The timing is all wrong,” “There is too much distance,” “I always thought that I would fall for somebody different,” “I’m still in love with so-and-so,” etc. My advice to you is to throw away your conventions and preconceived notions. People come into your life for a reason. If you feel that click with someone, it does not matter anymore where either of you came from, where you’ve been, or where you thought you were going. Grab onto that person and run with them wherever fate takes you. Let go of the idea of the person that you thought was perfect, or that your mother would like, and direct your eyes to the blinding light that is the person that loves your soul. Grab hold of that beautiful person that has heard your purest wishes and your darkest desires and everything in between and has embraced and celebrated it all. Never EVER let them go, no matter their baggage or past. Not for all the bright smiles and perfect curls and charming laughs of the person you thought might have been “perfect.” Look to the one who never stops worrying, never stops trying, never stops reaching out, no matter how hard you try to push them away, or how much you hurt them. Because that is the person that loves you. Look to the person that you don’t have to pretend for. Look to the person who accepts your tears and your anger and your apathy and your smiles and your wit and your dirty mind and loves it all. Look to the person that you can be totally open with because you know they would never judge you. Look to the person that was there for you in ways that you never thought anyone would be, even when it hurt them. Look to the person who wants to know about every stupid little part of your life. Look to the person who cares about your family and your friends and your pets though they never even met them. Look to the person who sends you messages just to check in, and wishes that you have a good day. Look to the person that tries to be what you need. Look to the person that encourages your dreams and applauds all of your triumphs— not matter how small. Look to that person, and know that it does not matter where they came from, who they were before, how different you are, how damaged they are, how strangely they came into your life, or how impossible the obstacles between you may seem. Because that is the person who will love you your whole life long. That is the person who will never let you down. That is the person who will treasure you with their dying breath. Fate has worked very hard to bring you two together. Don’t you dare let go.
Love just isn’t as mysterious as you think it is. All the signs are right in front of you, if you would just open your eyes. (via hidontbecreepy)
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Sa kahit anong problemang haharapin mo kada araw. Ngiti lang kahit masakit, ngiti lang kahit mahirap, kahit malungkot, kahit gusto mo nalang sumuko, kahit sawa kana, kahit pagod kana at kahit ano pa yang nararamdaman mo ngayon. Alam mo kung bakit? Kasi araw araw ka binibigyan ni God ng chance para mabuhay sa mundo, para maging dahilan ng ngiti ng ibang tao, para magbigay pag-asa sa ibang tao, para magpasaya sa ibang tao, para maipakita ang kakayahan mo, para mangarap at para araw araw iparamdam sa bawat isa kung gano kasaya mabuhay at kung gaano kasarap magmahal. :)
Kaya ngiti na, walang mangyayari kung sisimangot ka. Magpakatatag ka!! :)
So you have chosen aloneness. You have chosen the security and the relative freedom of solitude, because there is no risk involved. You can stay up every night and watch your TV shows and eat ice cream out of the box and scroll through your Tumblr and never let your brain sit still, not even for a moment. You can fill your days up with books and coffees and trips to the store where you forget what you wanted the second you walk in the automatic sliding door. You can do so many little, pointless things throughout the day that all you can think of is how badly you want to sleep, how heavy your whole body is, how much your feet hurt. You can wear yourself out again and again on the pavement, and you do, and it feels good.
No one will ever bridge that gap and point to your stomach or your hair or your eyes in the mirror and magically make you see the wonderful things about getting to be next to you. And maybe that’s it, after all, this fear that no one will ever truly feel about you the way you want to be felt about. Maybe what you want is someone to make you love yourself, to put sense into all that positive rhetoric, to make it so the aloneness of TV and blasting music in your ears at all times isn’t the most happy place you can think of. Maybe you want someone who makes you so sure of how wonderful things are that you cannot help but to tell them your feelings first, even at the risk of being humiliated. Because you will know that, when you’re telling them you love them, what you’re really saying is “I love who I become when I am with you.
All my friends thought I was a very happy human being. Because that’s how I acted- like a really happy human being. But all that pretending made me tired. If I acted the way I felt, then I doubt my friends would have really hung out with me. So the pretending wasn’t all bad. The pretending made me less lonely. But in another way, it made me more lonely because I felt like a fraud. I’ve always felt like a fake human being.
– Last Night I Sang to the Monster (Benjamin Alire Sáenz)
alam ko hindi ka okay, maraming sakit ang nakatago dyan sa puso mo kasabay ng mga katanungan sa isip mo. batid ko na hindi madali ang pinagdadaanan mo. pero wag kang susuko, wag kang aayaw.. pwede ka umiyak, pwede kang magreklamo at pwede ka magpahinga, pero wag na wag kang susuko, darating din ang araw na magiging okay ka, yung araw kung saan tanggap mo na ang lahat. sa ngayon, tiisin mo muna ang sakit, iiyak mo nalang muna ang lahat. kakayanin mo yan. magpakatatag ka lang.
A bouquet of clumsy words: you know that place between sleep and awake where you’re still dreaming but it’s slowly slipping? I wish we could feel like that more often. I also wish I could click my fingers three times and be transported to anywhere I like. I wish that people didn’t always say ‘just wondering’ when you both know there was a real reason behind them asking. And I wish I could get lost in the stars.
Listen, there’s a hell of a good universe next door, let’s go.
E.E. Cummings (via wordsthat-speak)
Sige lang. Iiyak mo na. Ilabas mo lahat ng sama ng loob na nararamdaman mo. Wala naman masama kung iiyak ka. Iiyak mo lahat. Umiyak ka hanggat gusto mo. Umiyak ka hanggang maubos lahat ng hinanakit nanararamdaman mo. Tulungan mo yung sarili mong kalimutan lahat. Tulungan mo yung sarili mong…
REYNA ng DRAMA
Na walang ginawa kundi hanapin ang isip sa kalawakan [lalim, dude!]
Ako ay pinanganak sa planet EARTH
noong ika-dalawput walo ng Mayo sa isang napaka-ek ek na lugar sa bansang pilipens.
Isang Cute, palamunin at tamad.
Balang araw magbabago din ako.
Kasabay ng paniniwalang,
Balang araw mamahalin din nya ako.
Like what I always say, Ad astra per aspera. A rough road leads to the stars.I'M ON MY WAY TO BECOMING STELLAR.